The Change

Back in the Day i was young and nieve... Over this one particular person. I didn't know what made me the way that i am until one day i just sat and thought about the way i was acting and the reasons i was acting the way that i was. The problem was T.O.N.Y.. I have had this problem for 3 years now and it took me the entire three years to figure out this problem.. I was dumb over him, in love with him, Well atleast i thought i was. Is it possible to think you love someone so much then over time you just lose interest where u don't even want to look at the person for a long period of time? Dang that's just crazy i never thought that i could as far as i knew tony was my everything... Half the time i chose that boy over my friends dis-obeyed my family and said forget school... And that's not even my style... The most outrageous part about it is He didn't have Anything to offer me!.. He had no job, no car, bad grades, sold drugs, etc... Whole time when he met me i was doing good head was on right i was straight focused!!.. But Naw Tony messed Lulu all up. See in 2006 i was only 15 turning 16.. but now in 2008 im 18 turning 19 so i know much more now! BUt he has made me change once me and him officially broke up i start playing all niggas i told myself never to fall for them just get what i want and leave!... So that's what i did. i got Money Clothes Gas Paint Jobs, Phone Bills the Works.. but until i met this One guy who made me not even want all of those things i just wanted to be happy.. That's crazy i went from a straight Nigga Attitude Money Money Money! but at the end of the day i got my Sanity back! im back the way im suppose to be.> So Tony Helped me Thanks! lol! ...